Posterous theme by Cory Watilo

Distraction

i need a huge ass distraction, something to keep my mind busy away from you, anything to divert my attention..il be needing a big one. so big i dont have to think about you. and for that reason, lately ive given up hope on looking at the bright side and thinking positive..it gets so tiring, and im getting sick of convincing myself that this day is going to be ok or its life or this is just a phase,things will get better- all those shit.

its sad to say...im loosing reasons to hold on. im not doubting, just loosing hope i guess. :'(

Free Treat

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I bought my brother a new starbucks thurmbler to add up to his collection (he liked it!)

It also comes with a free drink that can only be redeemed here. :)
So..
Me brother gets a new thumbler, and i get a free drink. I only paid 50cents for an upgrade. And i must say caramel macchiato here is better than back home. The caramel is better. :)

-fair enough. ciao. :)

recently i figured.

ive decided.

i will be a pastry chef. ( almost everybody knows that yah?) that more i study about, the more im lovin' in. :)

then again..i wanna be a glacier ( the one who makes ice cream.) - i think its the coolest. literally. like:

"what do you do for a living?"

"i make ice cream lah!? and all those nice frozen desserts that you like."

-woah..sounds so....delicious. :) the simple thought of it makes me smile already.

...iv always loved ice cream, who doesnt right? all that creamy, velvety, sweet, luscious, flavorful...and

fattening.- aargh. X_x  but i still love it.

.must run yo.

i also wanna be a chocolatier. can put ice cream in chocolate? or vise versa..- CAN! 

.life is good. iLoveiT

PS: im blogging at bit singlish-ish now. hahaha. :)

silence.

i loved writing about life and people. culture and art. sayings and other non emotional stuff.

but i dont know, i have this sudden urge to write this one down.

doesnt make any sense.

but here goes:

there was a strange silence today. it feels uncomfortable. it feels as if there's something missing. the feeling of absence.

emptiness? not so.

it just felt wrong.

to see them in the other room ( btw they see us too ) it was literally being the one looking from outside the window ( door in our case) it felt as if their so far now.

 

to know that their just in the other room, knowing that what their doing is the same as what we're doing. at one point it felt as if we are two different from each other... different- ah there's the word (but il tell more about it, maybe next time. :b )

to not having lunch together. it felt as if...lost.

 

maybe im just saying these because its all too sudden, maybe as time flies il get use to it.

but for now. yah.